Oh my goodness!!! So much has gone on these past couple of weeks. Oh dear! Well, Caleigh and I have started to get teh band together. We're going to ask Keagan if he wants to be lead singer or atleast lead guitarist. I guess he's pretty decent at it. He's been being really nice to me lately. It makes me feel better. *blushes*. AHHH! I'm talking to Jerran at this very moment and he just told me that he asked out Jen and she said yes! Oh my gawsh! I'm right happy for him! I think it will be good for him. ANYWAYS, Keagan played table tennis with me in gym class against Jared. It was fun. He looked right differnt today because he lost his glasses and couldn't find then this morning when he woke up. He looked cute. =P. Well, I'm kind of stuck between two people and I can't really choose. There's Micheal and theres Keagan. I'm not gonig to get my hopes up over Keagan because he's odd that way and you never know what he's gonig to say. I know for sure that Michael likes me. Oh yeah. I do. He sends me sweet little messages on MySpace and stuff. It's kind of cool. It makes me feel special. Dad's home now. GREATTTT. *rolls eyes*. He always finds a way to piss me off. He's being a jerk. He does this and then wonders why I can't wait until I finish school. Grrness. Yeeeep. So.. I was on the phone with Caleigh and all of a sudden I see this flash of light, so I start freaking out and tell her I need to go because it's lightning outside. Then she's like, "Shantal, it's fireworks!". I had totally forgot that that's where my brother and sister ahd gone. It was kinda funny. So I just stood at the kitchen window and watched it. My brother didn't believe that I could see it from the window. He's been being a big jerk lately. Oh well. I'm still not talking to Crystal and Janena. I think I have better ways to waste my time. Crystal is like always sitting behind me making faces or saying something slightly louder just to piss me off, but it doesn't work. I just ignore her. I've been thinking a lot lately and I've realized (with a little bit of Caleigh's help) that the reason why I don't get along with them anymore is because I've matured a little bit. Yes, I still do act like a fool, but besides that I've realized that it doesn't matter weither your rich or poor, or good looking or not, or whatever stupid reason you can come up with for ignoring people, but what really matters is trust and friendliness. After losing them as friends I started to talk to other people in my class and I realized that they could be better friends than Crystal or Janena ever could. I feel like I can even trust them now. People that always used to give me dirty looks are talking to me and everything. Some are even telling me their secrets. I guess they all though I was a bitch because of who I was friends with. Ahh well, I feel better about myself now. I finally feel half decent. I've been playing Pokemon for the past two days constantly. It's fun. XD. I can't help it. Haha. Well, I don't really have much to say now. I just really needed to get all that stuff off my mind and onto some "paper". Haha. [I don't like paragraphs as you can see. =D Thank you!]
<3:Shantal.
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