Oh dear. I'm so confused. I think I might like my best friend. I don't want to. I've been reading this book, it's call "Rainbow Boys". It's really good but it's been getting me thinking. Now I'm wondering if I like my best freind. We're both bisexual ( I told her and then she told be she was too). I just don't know what to do. Plus, what if she freaks out if I say something? I really don't want to mess up our friendship. I trust her with everything. Ohh dear. Well, I need to think some more. I'll write more about it when I don't feel so confused. When my mom found out what the book I was reading was about she freaked out. Why do people have to be so homophobic? I mean, after all these years people still don't understand. I can't help it. If it was a matter of choice I would choose to be straight, but it's not like that. I thought it was really sweet, the way the author worded it made it seem so awesome. I wish I had someone to feel that way toward but I don't. I always end up messing it up or something. Anyways, I need to go.
Shantal---xxx.
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